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A Rant About Body Size. :/

Fri Oct 30, 2009, 7:30 PM
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Okay guys, something happened yesterday that really pissed me off. |:
Me and 2 other friends were eating at McDonald's (Though all I had was Ice-Cream...XD) when one of my classmates approached me. She invited me to go with her, but I'd already made plans with the girls I was sitting with, so...Also, I didn't really want to with her. Don't get me wrong, back then I liked her; she's tons of fun to be around to just talk nonsense. However...I've found that she seems a little...Hateful? Like, whoever I talked to or interacted with was either a "retard" or a "f'in fat b*tch". |: As someone who's actually fat, you can imagine how uncomfortable that made me.
Anyway, at McDonald's, she said some really stupid things like how she doesn't need to study next year (with a C5 overall this year, 4 fails, and wanting to take up full literature? Keep dreaming, dear) cos she's "sooooo smart" (though the so smart may just have been a joke) and how she doesn't want to give a crap about studying because there are better things to do. (Which is true, I could list a thousand things I'd rather do than study, but you think she'd have learnt to study after forgetting certain body parts for the Biology exam paper and then just writing "Balls". Yeah, you know what I mean.) And then she went to ask personal questions to my friend, even though they're not really close. However, the straw that broke the camel's back was this:

She whispered to me that these three slightly big-sized girls were "gross". You know why? Because they were "EATING TOO MANY FRIES WITH TONS OF FATS AND OH THAT'S SO FATTENING SINNERS SINNERS." One of my friends tried to reason that there were three of them, so if they piled three medium fries together it'd be that size, but it was too late. Classmate kept on going on about "BUT IT'S GOT SO MUCH FATS IT'S SO GROSS DON'T THEY CARE ABOUT BEING FAT" We tried to get her to stop by saying things like "Oh, there's exercise" and "Bigger women are curvier" but she's all like "AS IF YOU NERDS EXERCISE" and "CURVES IN THE WRONGS PLACES".

Then she left, and the girls next to use kept on flashing us dirty looks. D: And they barely touched their fries as well.

So, yeah, WHAT? I'm so angry with her harping about being fat all the time. I mean, it's good to be aware about oils, fats, and eating in moderation. But it's not okay to go around saying EVERYBODY THAT'S NOT A BEANPOLE IS FAT. I've seen some of the girls that she's called f'in fat b*itches, and let me just say what she's spouting is utter CRAP. One she called fat was HER OWN BODY SIZE FOR GOODNESS' SAKE. I AM FAT. NOT THE PEOPLE SHE'S ACCUSING.

And why does being bigger sized automatically make you "Gross" and "Ugly"? I think it's quite true that when you're bigger, you're bigger all around. So yes, bigger women are naturally a lot curvier than skinny women. Not to mention more hugable. 8D;;; I've seen some big sized woman that are absolutely gorgeous. And I don't think I'm terribly hideous either, though I'm pretty close!! LOL

And I'm sick of the prejudice of fat women being unhealthy, though I'm not speaking for myself here. (I eat unhealthy food too much. :B) One of the other girls she called an f'in fat b*tch is while not fat, a little chubby around the cheeks (which I personally think is cute) but that does not make her UNHEALTHY. She's an excellent netballer, dancer, super flexible and has a pair of disgustingly powerful legs. I bet she's actually HEALTHIER THAN THAT STUPID CLASSMATE OF MINE.

As someone who's actually really fat, I'm just so frustrated with her running her mouth like that. Honestly, what's up with her standards?

  • Mood: Cat Fight
  • Listening to: Kimi ni Okuru Uta - Koike Teppei

Moar Pop'n Progress+Recommend me some DS Games.

Fri Oct 16, 2009, 1:27 AM
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CLEARED MY FIRST 30 TODAY.
LESSON HYPER 60K BUT WHATEVER.
WHOO.
Also cleared a couple of 27s: Beatrock 3 Hyper, Glide Hyper, Ray Jazz Hyper and Para Para Hyper.
Glide is a super easy 27 though. :\
And 90k'd Propose Hyper. Yay!

***

OKAY GAIZ. RECOMMEND ME SOME DS GAMEZ. (Since I'm going on a bus trip to KUANTAN which is like NINE HOURS. I'm gonna need something to keep me occupied.)

I am interested in:

RPGs
And with that genre I have: (Ones I really like are bolded)
Final Fantasy 4
Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Echoes of Time
Final Fantasy Tactics A2
Final Fantasy 3
Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Explorers of Time
Bleach: The 3rd Phantom
Pokemon Pearl

And I am interested in: MySims (Only slightly though)
I am not interested in: Ragnarok DS, or at least until the English version gets released, My World My Way, Digimon World: Dusk

Detective Games
And with that genre I have: (Ones I really like are bolded)
Unsolved Crimes
Phoenix Wright: Justice For All
Phoenix Wright: Trials And Tribulations
Apollo Justice
Hotel Dusk Room 215 or something like that I DON'T KNOW. (Not finished, enjoying it so far.)

And I am interested in: Phoenix Wright, Some new CSI thing that'll get released later.
I am not interested in: Nothing at the moment. Keep them coming!

Fighting Games
And with that genre I have: (Ones I really like are bolded)
Bleach: The Blade Of Fate
...NOTHING. I WANT MOAR FIGHTING GAMEZ FOR MY DS.

And I am interested in: Guilty Gear
I am not interested in: Mortal Kombat collection

Rhythm Games
And with that genre I have: (Ones I really like are bolded)
Taiko no Tatsujin DS
Taiko no Tatsujin DS 2
Kira Kira Pop Princess

And I am interested in: Eh. Nothing at the moment. :\ Care to shine some light on DS rhythm games?
I am not interested in: Elite Beat Agents (Not interested in songlist), Rhythm Heaven (if the only song in it is that I Suppose song, which is only a little enjoyable), Pop'n DS (unofficial game, will get if Yasu creates more songs for it), Guitar Hero on Tour (I don't have the controller for it, not interested in songlist)
I just realized I'm super picky when it comes to Rhythm stuff. .___.;;;

Mindless Games/Stuff That doesn't fit into the other categories
And with that genre I have: (Ones I really like are bolded)
Card Fighters DS
I SPY FUN HOUSE
Harukanaru Toki no Naka De (I'd put this in the RPG section, but I have no idea what's going on and I'm pretty much only keeping it for fanservice lulz)
And I am interested in: Dynasty Warriors DS (FOR THE LULZ), Metal Slug Collection (only a little)
I am not interested in: Cooking Mama and its spin-offs

REMEMBER: GAMEPLAY > STORY FOR ME. BECAUSE THAT'S HOW RATING A GAME SHOULD BE FSLAHGKLJHS.

  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: Hikari - Nasuka

EXAMS ARE OVERRR, More Self Projects+Music Quiz!!

Wed Oct 14, 2009, 5:05 AM
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WHOOO
I'M GONNA FAIL ALL OF THEM
YAY.

Okay, for my next project, I'm gonna try out...Sewing!! :D Yeah, I want to use the machine again.
So, I'm going to be sewing a plushie. Like, UFO doll Plush.

Okay, now I'm going to do the done-till-death music quiz. XD I'll add PVs for the song too, since I bet you guys won't know the songs. XD


The Music Meme

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the Song titles as the answer to the question even though they don’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. How are you feeling today?

Tetrapod
Vocaloid Teto
[link]

I FEEL LIKE A FOUR-LEGGED ANIMAL. YAY.

2. Will you get far in life?

Otonashi
WaT
[link]=pn4EPviq63g

I have no time to get far in life. D;


3. How do your friends see you?

Ready Steady Go!!
L'arc-en-ciel or whatever.
[link]

I'm seen as outgoing and energetic? O:
Or maybe it just means I have a manry voice.

4. Will you get married?

Bokura no Love Story
WaT
[link]

I take that as a no, since WaT gets a-dumped in the PV.

5. What is your best friend's theme song?

Tsuki Ka
Vocaloid Gackpoid
[link]
Right.

6. What is the story of your life?
Kimi no Suki na Toko
Ken Hirai
[link]

WHAT I LIKE ABOUT YOUUUUU

7. What was high school like?

Girlfriend
K
[link]
I was a lesbian in high school. Jkjk, I'm not a high school student yet.


8. How can you get ahead in life?

Love's Charade
Parquets
[link]
To stop being shallow? I've got a few years left as teenager, let me be. xD

9. What is the best thing about your friends?

Fantasia
TERRA
[link]
They are fantastic? 8DD They are like part of a musical? XDD

10. What is in store for this weekend?

3-2-1 SMILE!!
Parquets
[link]
I'm gonna be SMILY!!

11. To describe your grandparents?

Negai Goto
Yoshihiko Koezuka
[link]
EXCUSE ME. My grandparents are anything BUT shy.
On my dad's side, anyway.

12. How is your life going?

ULTRAMAN POWERED
Tatsuya Maeda
[link]
I do wish I were Ultraman.

13. What song will they play at your funeral?

Sonna Anata Ni
Koike Teppei
[link]

Gee thanks.

14. How does the world see you?

Biidama
Otsuka Ai
[link]
I'm a bubble!!

15. Will you have a happy life?

Kurenai no Namida no Hito Yo
Kazuhiko Inoue
[link]

Not a good sign.

16. What do your friends really think of you?

Ame to Namida
YUZU
[link]
I am tears and rain. ):

17. Do people secretly lust after you?

Prism
SE-NA From 4C State
[link]

Uh...I am angular. How nice.

18. How can I make myself happy?

Stargazer
Vocaloid Gackpoid
[link]

Tell that to this guy. [link]

19. What should you do with your life?

SPARKLE TRAIN
Soulhead
[link]

Get on the sparkle train?

20. Will you ever have children?

Arigatou
Sunset Swish
[link]
Thanks fer yer children.

21. What song would you strip to?

Korogaru iwa, kimi ni asa ga furu
Asian Kung-Fu Generation
[link]

Rock'n Roll stripping. Oh mai.

22. If a man in a van offered you candy, what would you do?

Anata ga iru Kagiri ~A WORLD TO BELIEVE IN~
Yuna ItoxCeline Dion
[link]
LOL I'd take it!!

23. What does your mom think of you?

Nyandafuru 55
Tomosuke/Dormir
[link]
She thinks I'm a kitty.

24. What is your deep dark secret?

Gaining Through Losing
Ken Hirai
[link]
I MAKE PROFITS BY BUYING THINGS. NOW YOU KNOW.

25. What is your mortal enemy's theme song?

Tougen Ka
Vocaloid Gackpoid
[link]
He'll be a peach...Chinese lion dancer person?


26. What's your personality like?

Together 4ever
Sota Fujimori feat. Yoshiko
[link]
I'm clingy. >:

27. Which song will be played at your wedding?

Kasane Territory
Vocaloid Teto
[link]
OMG WHUT.
I AM A DIVAAAAAA

28. If you were to become the Dictator of a small Eastern-European nation, would you be a benevolent Dictator?

Cantarella
Vocaloid Kaito/Gakupo/WHOEVER
[link]
I think that's a no, considering how evil the people in Cantarella sound.

29. What are your aspirations?
Kurai Mori no Otome
Vocaloid Rin/Gackpoid
[link]
To rule the dark forest. : D

30. What goes through your head when you wake up?

Renai Shashin
Otsuka Ai
[link]
I don't think so.

LOL! Hopefully next time I'll get songs that make more sense. OTL

  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Random Playlist Stuff :D

Megurine Luka's Double Lariat: Meaning of Song?

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 6:16 AM
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Hey gaiz. I'm not doing well for my exams.

I think I'll get retained. ;-;

Anyway, I want to ask something about this song: [link]
What I want to know is what you think the meaning behind the spinning thing is. Like, what the real meaning of the song is.
Unless it's really about the wrestling move. Then...Oops. : P

My Lame Interpretation 8D

So, I think the "spinning" in the song is a metaphor for something the singer is good at/enjoys doing. However, she finds that all her friends are better at it than her. So, she pushes them aside and keeps getting better at it (which is why the distance that she sings her arms can reach keeps increasing). Then when she finally makes it, or "flies up", as expressed in the song, she realizes that everything has changed and that she now wants to go back to when she was not so good at "spinning", but still had her friends.

What do you think? (That kinda made me feel better after bombing my literature paper. :V)

  • Mood: Bewildered
  • Listening to: Random Vocaloid Stuff. :D

Spectator Of Game=Fan Of Game?

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 7:07 AM
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I STILL THINK I'M GONNA DO BADLY FOR ENGLISH. DDDDD: MY SUMMARY WAS SO LAMENTABLE IT'S NOT FUNNY.
AND HISTORY IS THE WORST THING TO STUDY EVER SADLKGHJLKJH:GHGÒÎÔHSAÒÔ;

Okay, now for my journal title discussion: If you do not play a certain video game, can you still consider yourself a "fan" of the game?

My personal opinion on this is No.

The main reason for why I feel this is because of the main reason that you should enjoy a game: How it plays.
The game can have the hottest characters and the coolest plot ever, but if it plays terrible, it's most likely a very terrible game.

If people focused on how good a game was based on characters/plot/options/anything but the gameplay, surely things like Street Fighter and Virtua Fighter would never have made it. (Since I think we can all agree that Virtua Fighter series and the earlier street fighter games had sad plots and characters. :P )

Of course, this is not the case as we know Street Fighter is one of the most well known and well received fighters of today and Virtua Fighter is one of the most balanced and tactical.

And when we look at things like Dead Or Alive, while the graphics are amazing and the character designs are beautiful, the clunky gameplay (like the easy to execute counter system) let it down as a video game.

What I'm getting it at is that if you're going to say you like a game but have never even played, how can you say you like it at all?

Another example is the Pop'n Music "Controversy" a few years back on the BMS forums. On the character thread, many were gushing about how the Pop'n Music characters were wonderful and "I MUST DRAW FANART". This spouted discussions on whether they actually Played the game. And the thing is, a lot didn't. And while some comments were rude, it was quite true: Shouldn't you be enjoying Pop'n Music for the uniqueness in how it plays, in how it doesn't resemble any instrument unlike most music simulations, and how fun and challenging the gameplay charts can get?

Shouldn't gameplay always be priority in how much you enjoy a GAME?

Okay, I think by now, you're all wondering why I started this rant. It's because of my sister. ^^; She once saw my bro playing Left4Dead, and then she went to search for all sorts of videos about it and now she acts as if she knows everything about it; she won't shut up about a game SHE HASN'T EVEN PLAYED YET. There are other examples, like Battle Fantasia and Blazblue, where she just watches and then gushes over it, but Left4Dead is the biggest one. Frankly, I'm pissed at how hypocritical it can be, like how she can go around acting like some big authority and face-palming when people don't know what she's talking about. Because, you know:
1. THEY HAVEN'T PLAYED THE DAMN GAME.
2. AND NEITHER HAVE YOU. SO SHUT UP ABOUT IT.

Sp yea, what are your opinions on this? XD

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Ginga Tetsudou

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